June 27, 2016

Human Design

Aspects

Quantum Physics

Frequency/Vibration

Crystals

Akashic records

Subtle Energy

Solfeggio frequencies

Brain waves

Breath

These things are all connected in some way. I feel it. Like it's on the edge of my consciousness. Like in the next life this will be elementary.  

Love and Light

 

June 25, 2016

I get it now. I've been trying to force myself to fit into the systems of this three dimensional reality -- and not really landing on any one of them -- when I've known and have felt all along that mine is actually so much larger than that. I was putting the planes's limitations on it and then wondering why nothing would ever feel right. Sometimes we have to struggle on the path a few times before finding the true journey.

Being a bridge. Of this world and the next. Not between me and the people of this world. This one and the all of the others. I don't know what that entails exactly because I'm feeling the pressure of "doing something". But understanding is all. Human Design is helping me understand the chemistry, the physical-ness of this. Being the ship of a prow. At the forefront of the understanding and the knowing.

In Human Design, all my centers are open except for the Ajna (cognition) and the Throat (verbalizing that truth). Not an accident. My Sun/Earth are 1 and 2. The most Yang and the Yin. I am able to encompass the whole. Not an accident. Mental Projector -- I am to observe and I have to wait to be invited. If I press it upon people -- and most aren't ready --  it just won't work. 6/2 - Role Model/Hermit. On the roof now that I'm reaching 50/a natural not having to force it. This has been no accident in this lifetime.

Does a Bridge need to be anything other than a bridge? A bridge's purpose is to be the structure or energy that gets people from one side to the other. It doesn't have to tell people how to do it and in fact it is probably wrong if it does. Is there implicit guidance suggested? Maybe. Maybe not.  Just "BE", with a question mark because I'm asking if that is truly it.

My awareness creates the energy. You were doing it anyway but now you have knowledge and awareness. Be aware of the energy flows. Your skills are in the observing and understanding.  

I hope I can keep this in focus.

Love and light

May 31, 2016

Ah Little One. It is joyous to visit with you again. You have questions about the ascension. You are doing well to create protections around yourself for things are not going to get easier in the energy field. As a bridge you will help ease that. A way. A weigh station. As things are coming into place you will feel more and more of a place of inner peace. That is helpful. Eat well; drink much and well. Get rest. Seek creative outlet. Speak with others of your kind.
Because it feels like a lot of accumulation of information but what is the purpose of such accumulation? I get the humorous reference to Jesus. It is not so much the group think it is being in the now. What is wrong with duality? I understand that hte world "wrong" is a value that doesn't exist but why are we wanting to move away from the duality perception? The word "ascension" itself is a word with connotations of duality -- moving from one thing to another thing with the assumption the going to is an improvement of some kind.
I think balance is the ultimate goal. And like the line between anarchy and tyranny

the Founders were not wanting to tip in favor of one or the other. Do we have to swing too far with the feminine before we swing back and learn that balance at last? Is balance re-education the goal. I fear the enthusiasm of some in the swinging away from male vibration is creating too hard of a swing in the other direction. It is not male or female power it is the vibration only -- the balance. But us humans we will swing to hard and far always.
Is that what it means -- not a personal karma for me? When I try to speak for myself, the message is misheard but when I use my Human Design of Ajna and throat and speak for others it is like crystal. That is a bridge. So how do I put myself in position to speak for the group and not myself? Think more locally.