If I had a year to live what would I do with it? If I were given millions of dollars, what
would I do with my life? What is my legacy?
Why am I not appreciated in my present? Why will ….
Rudy, I need your help. I want to be happy. I’m
trying to be in observe mode but hurt leaks through.
Do things for you, little one. Do things for you. What
do you want to do right now? Make the hurt go away. You know how to do that
now. You raise your vibration. Raise yourself higher than the level you’re on
now.
Help me to get above the ugliness down here.
You are letting me down, Steve. You are. You’ve let
me know where I am in the pecking order. Over the years I’ve let my feelings
come in second to yours, to everyone’s, and now that is the habit, the
expectation.
A part of me wants to be away this evening. Away
away.
I am angry because I’m not getting what I want. I
want Steve to love me more.
When do I get to come first? I feel the need to
protect myself. Why do I not feel safe within myself? Why do I look outside
myself for safety?
You feel you don’t know enough. You feel are AREN’T
enough. You’ve lived fifty years and you still feel like you don’t know enough.
And remember, what you are blaming Steve for is what you’re doing to yourself.
Enough to do what? Why
do you have indecision? And doubt? And fear? OVERCOME. IT. You know your stuff.
You are always discovering new things – that’s what makes life exciting – but you
know ENOUGH. SO WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WITH IT?
Meditation -- KNOWLEDGE. What I want. Does it do anyone any good -- particularly you -- if you don't do something with the knowledge? What does the having do? I will be ready if anyone asks me. But what if they don't ask? Ever? What if no one comes to you? Why would they?
Is that the purpose of knowledge? I'm not responsible for anyone other than myself. I have to keep reminding myself of that. Their feelings are not my feelings. Their problems are not my problems.
I am having a problem relating to the world today.
Don’t know how? Start today. Pick one thing. Say to yourself, “Above all else, I want to see _____ differently.” Surround _____ with a white light of love. And do it a couple times today. See what happens. You’re healing YOUR heart and thoughts which heals the world.
BZ said: "WE HAVE THIS POWER."
You are proposing to "fight power" with the old paradigm of power. Love is the answer to create the change you want to see.
Gandhi said this:
"Love is the strongest force the world possesses, and yet it is the humblest imaginable."
"Whenever you are confronted with an opponent. Conquer him with love."
"When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it – always."
And Martin Luther King said:
"A third reason why we should love our enemies is that love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend. We never get rid of an enemy by meeting hate with hate; we get rid of an enemy by getting rid of enmity. By its very nature, love creates and builds up. Love transforms with redemptive power."
"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that."
"First, we must develop and maintain the capacity to forgive. He who is devoid of the power to forgive is devoid of the power to love."
How do we love "the enemy"? Each one was born. Each one has a mother and a father. They eat. They drink. They have personal stories and experiences full of pain and joy. They are human. They are fellow children of God/Universe. They are each loved by God/Universe. But if we hate anyone not like us, we are not hating monsters or demons. We're hating fellow humans, fellow expressions of God/Universe.
God is in everything. Even Trump and those who voted for Trump. God is only love therefore they are also only love. You don't like what you see in the world at present. I get it. To see something different, see love in all. Personally change your perception to that of love and you will see miraculous change in the world.
The mantra for all should be "First do no harm". In thought, in action, in words. Harm to self as well as others because if you do harm to others you are indeed doing harm to self. Or another way: "In everything, then, do to others as you would have them do to you." That which is happening now is but temporary in the scheme of the soul.